26.5.04
Cant imagine that I'm reduced to a state where I have to count down to a day when I can finally be with you alone. My situation's different from Gf's. I have no reason to be counting down! This is absurd. Three more days. Cant believe this...time is certainly a major factor which cant be overlooked. I should learn to heed the advice of the experienced. No point in trying to insist and trying to prove to be superior. You have no idea how much I'm swallowing down and keeping to myself. Afterall I've made a resolution today. Whatever it is, I'll support you. I'm just going to shut up and quit being a attention-demanding child. Think I'm moodswinging quite a bit these few days. Sheesh.
Maths test was a failure. Literally. I think Mum made a mental note. Shucks. It's time to make amendments to compensate for my sins.
Maid asked me to get her a pink Shrek cushion from BK if i went there to eat. Was like, "ooh...i have it!" Hmmz, and she seemed pretty reluctant to give me some of her coupons for BK purchases. Urgh. Cmon la. Didnt those coupons come from the newspapers WE order?! Anyway, she still decided to share it with me. (note: not I shared it with her.) What an irony. Oh wells, will still get her the cushion if i happen to be at BK.
There's no training today. For once! And it feels weird being home so early. But it's cool anyway. :) Hope I can go for the South Zone competition...i am in dire need for greater exposure. I must improve my standing for next year's Nationals. Miss my team 1 teammates...sobz. They're such great sisters. :) Feels nice to have girl friends whom u can trust...guys arent the same. :)
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24.5.04
Just realised that an entry i typed yesterday isnt published. Strange. Luckily it was one of those as-good-as-contentless entries.
Finally completed both SPAs today. Thank god they're over. SPAs are nerve-wrecking races against time. Think I was pathetic at cutting the potatoes. ( Oops, i just let out sth i shouldnt have. ;)) Cant cut anything with someone staring at me. Okay, i admit i cant cut well even without anyone around but it's doubly bad with someone around. Heh.
Guess zy's not that bad afterall. I mean, he's quite okay when we both agree on something. I guess the reason why I dislike him is because our working attitudes are entirely different (yes, he's hardworking and I'm a slacker when it comes to pw) and because my beliefs are so different from his as well. For instance, I'd rather do a project on handphones and he'd prefer to do one on old folks. =/ Get the drift? So today's the first time we actually laughed over something together. Whoa. What a milestone event man. Quite interesting though... hmmz. Cant get over his faggoty side though. Fancy not being able to open a new bottle of drink. My god! Surely it aint screwed on so tightly that you cant open it right?! Even a girl can do it for him. Haix, my classmates (guys only) are pathetic. Sheesh! It's not that I love despising ppl...really.
I dnot know what to say about my life. It's the same old thing everyday. Dots.
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